kohai. fullstop

the feeling of being the last day kohai never as fun as what i think. its been for 9 months from zero until half. i still remember the early days i came here, it was like what i am doing here? did i choose the right path? what happened to me if i take the wrong way. lot of question blow out form my mind. but now, i understand this path will be the right choice and i will make sure it. no turn back. nope. not either one. be prepared with what will come next. i will do my best. the old path and way does not shows that i will ruin my future. changed it before its too late. this hardship will be pay at the end of the road. yup, pretty sure about that. be yourself, do what you think right and keep fighting till the end. from what i see in my past, i did a lot of mistake. i were given an another chance, i will fix it, and let all get the smile. the best moment, the stolen time. 

  

lost of 13th

its been a long time day. long time i didn't update this blog. ok now here's a story. well then. this is about a family. 13 members of them. they are the first in our big family. its really a big honored and proud to have and be with them. even though that its not so long, 10 months. i really wishes that we could stay more longer together. its a pain not to see them anymore. for the first time, i knew all the members when i was taking their video for some kind of last project. it was so.... hahaha. girls =.=' need patient. and watching their candid video was really hilarious. I can see from their eyes, the friendships, enjoyment and be along together with friends. i hope i can do something for them. for their memories. so that the moment wont lost deep inside their heart. its amazing. on 26th march, we will let them go first. even though i didnt know them very well i wish they will stay together in a family. they are the first, the teacher of Japanese language. wish them all the best and good luck. my pray for them, the best when in japan, healthy and enjoy your life.